Well it sure has been awhile since I have posted on Xanga. I have mostly been busy trying to deal with life in the work force in a place I have come to call "reality". I am now living with my roomate and friend Steven. He is a really cool dude who I have personally had the pleasure of knowing for over a year. I was just enjoying a night of rest and relaxation at the scenic Kennasaw State University. I came up with this it kinda tells you what I have been through in the past few months.

              Distrust, Confusion, Dishonesty ,Change, Growth, and Learning are what I have known in these times of life changing experiences. I watched my friends show their Distrust to each other as everything that I knew to be true was turned upside down by vicious rumors and remarks being exchanged between my friends. I have seen so much Confusion about everything from tiny little disputes to all out hatred that was between two of my best friends. I have seen how people are and how they act and have realized that most of the people in the world are Dishonest, But I have also seen that there is good in every person deep down inside. I have experienced Change as a person because I now know what the words Responsibility, Freindship, and Faith mean. I have grown over the last few months both Spiritually as well as Mentally due to what has happened to me. After all of this I have Learned one of the most valuable lesssons I probaly will ever Learn in my entire life time. That lesson is "That no matter what you should do what you want to do not what other people want you to". I find this to be so true because as long as you do what you want to do you will most of the time come out happy.

James

Well I am back in school again finally. I can finally get my college education back on track and get closer to my goal of getting aa great job. I will hopefully be back at The State University of West Georgia in a couple of years.

A Samuri and Warrior of Honor always,

                                                              James

Well yesterday what a overall bad day for me first I faailed my driving exam, next I got bitched at by my boss at work, then I got bitched at by my friends and got really depressed.

What makes a person

I have come to a conclusion about something very important. I have come to realize that it is easy to be great when things are easy, but it is a thousand times harder to be great when times are not good. What defines who someone really is in what they do when the times are bad. It is easy to run away from your problems but it is hard to face them and own up to what you did and admit that you were wrong. On those bad days even the small small things are what can turn your day around. It is sad that it takes the bad things in life to bring out who we really are but it is often in those ttimes that we are at our best.

As Winston Churchill said "The price of greatness is responsibility".

Forever a protector in lightness and darkness alike,

James